Should I, or Shouldn't I? (edited)

You know what they say: If you don't explore you'll never discover.
Well, I never did listen to what other people said. I would rather make my own mistakes and decisions. Maybe I should post my facebook note on here. It is rather open I think.
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name).

some of these apply to more than one person

1. Ok, I’ll start with the easy to guess ones first. Well, you’re pretty darn cute, even though you look more like our brother than you do me. If you could just listen to me a little bit more, I wouldn’t have to yell at you. Love you, munchkin.
2. I really like hanging out with you, and you have a great sense of humor and fashion. I can't wait to see God's plans for your future. lol
3. You are the coolest. I’m looking forward to working with you as my matchmaker, hahaha, and a fellow writer. I am glad I met you, and glad we’re friends.
4. You are shy, even though you won’t admit it. But I love everything about you, you can be so funny, and smart. (you kicked my butt on the ACT). I can’t wait to work with you this summer, and when I stay with you I hope I don’t mess up your life any. Haha. Thanks for all you’ve taught me, and kept from me (haha.)
5. ok, so every time people guess who I like, they guess you first. What the heck? I look up to you as a big brother, I go to you for advice. But sorry, haha, I don’t like ya that way. I think your girlfriend is a lucky little lady, and I’m not gonna take that away from her. Good luck at Auburn (oh yeah cuz that narrows it down to who this is. :p)
6. you are so funny, I love sitting with you in church. And our handshake, oh yeah baby. Amazing. Haha. I can’t wait for you to join CHRIST choir this fall! I hope I get to know you more, and I hope you have luck with the guy you like.
7. (to every senior that had to put up with me this year): ok, so I apologize for my craziness or whatever. Maybe you liked it, maybe you hated it, maybe you don't really care. Any way, I'm still happy with who i am, so it's ok if I annoy/bug you. I can stop bugging you if you just tell me. lol. I'd love to hang with any/some/all of you before ya'll leave for college. I don't care. haha. so yeah, seniors, ya'll rock. but I apologize.
8. I’m sorry if I did something wrong, but we’re better as just friends. Maybe one day you’ll tell me who you like. I don’t care who. Haha. Hope your summer is good.
9. I think you are the bestest big brother, even tho we have no idea who my mama is. Haha. Someday we’ll find out, and who your father is too. Haha. Love ya.
10. (This one should be obvious). I love you more than anything outside of my Jesus and family. You were the one I have always looked up to; you helped shape who I am today. I am so proud of you, with everything you’ve done. I am excited to hear about Ohio! Maybe Ohio guys are better than Virginia guys! Lol. (but Alabama guys beat them all). I can’t wait to see you in a few days. It will probably be the last time I see you for a long time, which saddens me. But thank you for all that you’ve done for me, and all you will do. I’m excited you finally got a cell phone! Haha. Thanks for everything, Tinkerbelle. (with an E, because it’s pretty!)

Nine Things About Myself.

1. my biggest pet peeve is untied shoelaces. If I tell you it’s untied, please tie it, or I’ll have to tie it for you. Seriously I will.
2. I don’t really drink sodas much. I am a water gal. and sweet tea. I can’t stand that up north they don’t have sweet tea. Haha. I’m southern belle in that way.
3. yes I poof my hair, and the jokes are just old now. seriously you can’t think of something else to talk about?
4. I am homeschooled, and have been for 9 years. (yikes)
5. I love the color blue, it is the best.
6. My sweet sixteen is coming up: September 12 (but the party will be September 5th)
7. yes I write my own music. I play piano, guitar, violin, percussion, voice, dance, I act, etc. I'm in an opera right now, The Magic Flute by Mozart. Come see it august 21!
8. I will laugh at pretty much anything, even not a joke. If someone says something bad or awkward I will burst out laughing. I love to laugh and you can laugh at me. I don’t mind, I’ll just laugh with you. :p
9. I love Jesus, family, and music. That should and will never change.

Eight Ways to Win My Heart.

1. Be in shape or anything not fat. Haha.
2. have something musical in you.
3. good sense of humor, although I’ll laugh at everything
4. Go to church
5. don’t die your hair a strange color please. It doesn’t impress me it’s just “oh. Different color. Ok.” I’m not gonna give it attention.
6. You have to at least be civil and get along with my friends.
7. Like me for me, and not want me to change for any reason.
8. this doesn’t HAVE to be on the list but: have a southern accent. I just love that.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot.

1. Music
2. Death
3. School
4. My hectic schedule.
5. driving
6. guys. (seriously, what girl DOESN’T ever think about guys.)
7. Facebook. haha


Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep.

1. bring the dvd player downstairs.
2. brush my teeth
3. go potty (5 count ‘em)
4. get into pajamas
5. do my devotional My Utmost for His Highest by oswalt chambers.
6. get into my comfy bed.

Five People Who Mean A Lot (in no order whatsoever).

1. Jesus
2. Family
3. Ars Nova (because they are ahhhhhmazing.
4. Asbury
5. Virginia!
Four Things You Do In The Morning While Getting Ready.
--during the school year

1. stare off for 5 minutes
2. bathroom
3. eat
4. get dressed and brush teeth

Three Songs That You Listen to Often.

1. Falling Slowly, from Once
2. Caribbean blue by Enya
3. fidelity and the call by Regina Spektor

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die.

1. sing on Broadway
2. be told “I love you.”

One confession.

1. I actually hurt a lot more inside than you would think. I always smile, but I keep it all in. No one can tell.. I know I need to open up more lately.
There we go. That's my blog for now.
Peace, xoxo
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It is better to be a first rate version of yourself rather than a second rate version of someone else.